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I’ve always known I was a little different from the norms that were set out for me by my parents, teachers and my extended family. I’ve always, even at a very young age, questioned everything that was asked of me. In fact, my parents would be hard pressed to find a situation where they asked me to do something and I followed without negotiating.
Even at that age, something about the ‘normal’ didn’t feel right. I was expected to become a doctor, marry straight out of college, have kids and work at a good hospital. None of that has come to pass. |
During my formative years and my teens, I was operating from these self-defeating beliefs:
Even though I pushed back on a few things, I actively did everything I could to fit in because I did not want to stand out too much. At the time I had no one who understood what I was feeling. So, I completed my graduation, took up a job and joined the work force chasing designations and money. Even through all this, I didn’t fit in with my peers and colleagues. But if you’d known me then, you’d see someone who was put together, happy, on the right career path, getting quick promotions and living a good lifestyle for a girl in her 20’s.
All that pretending took a toll on me, on the inside I was pushing down my feelings, I was tired, my body was unhealthy, and I felt jaded. I realized that if I don’t do something about it, I would have serious issues in the future.
In my early to mid-20’s I operated out of these self-defeating beliefs:
My will for exploration and a solution was so intense that I started to attract people and information that would provide me with the support and courage to make a change from within. I found literature by Sri Chandrasekharendra Saraswati, Esther-Hicks, Gary Zukav and Richard Bach.
These changed the way I looked at life, how it works and what my life’s purpose should be. In my late 20’s I left my corporate job to pursue a residential Yoga Teachers Training in an ashram in Kerala, got my Coaching Certifications and started to really do what I love. Through continued education I found the World Pranic Healing Foundation that allowed me to incorporate esoteric and spiritual secrets into my line of work and also strengthened my personal Arhatic Yoga practice of self-realization.
Over the years I’ve learned the value of the inside-out approach. What we do, how we live and experience life depends on the quality of our inner lives. There is no other magic pill.
I've had to re-learn to accept myself; my body, my talents, my preferences, who I am.
I've had to find the power in my voice and my opinions.
I've had to learn to recognize the wisdom and divine guidance that was available to me.
Through an on-going series of trails and errors, I’ve reached a place where I feel balanced, happy, aligned and fulfilled in my choices each day.
My personal mission for my life’s work is align every waking moment and only do activities that directly contribute to the well-being of the planet, upliftment of individual consciousness and the collective energy.
My greatest strength is my ability to provide a safe space for others to be who they are, without judgement. I am good at finding solutions, especially through unconventional ways and value honesty and compassion above all else. With me, you’ll find someone who loves to talk spirituality, self-love, and possibilities.
- I am of no value unless I can prove my worth with achievements
- Money is hard to come by
- It’s every person for themselves
- What you own defines who you are
- Women have limitations and must let go certain personal aspiration for greater harmony
Even though I pushed back on a few things, I actively did everything I could to fit in because I did not want to stand out too much. At the time I had no one who understood what I was feeling. So, I completed my graduation, took up a job and joined the work force chasing designations and money. Even through all this, I didn’t fit in with my peers and colleagues. But if you’d known me then, you’d see someone who was put together, happy, on the right career path, getting quick promotions and living a good lifestyle for a girl in her 20’s.
All that pretending took a toll on me, on the inside I was pushing down my feelings, I was tired, my body was unhealthy, and I felt jaded. I realized that if I don’t do something about it, I would have serious issues in the future.
In my early to mid-20’s I operated out of these self-defeating beliefs:
- More money means happiness and success
- What you wore, things you owned defined how successful you are
- My winning was conditioned on someone losing
- Power and strength meant not showing emotions, or understanding
- Marriage & Love would limit my progress and shackle me
My will for exploration and a solution was so intense that I started to attract people and information that would provide me with the support and courage to make a change from within. I found literature by Sri Chandrasekharendra Saraswati, Esther-Hicks, Gary Zukav and Richard Bach.
These changed the way I looked at life, how it works and what my life’s purpose should be. In my late 20’s I left my corporate job to pursue a residential Yoga Teachers Training in an ashram in Kerala, got my Coaching Certifications and started to really do what I love. Through continued education I found the World Pranic Healing Foundation that allowed me to incorporate esoteric and spiritual secrets into my line of work and also strengthened my personal Arhatic Yoga practice of self-realization.
Over the years I’ve learned the value of the inside-out approach. What we do, how we live and experience life depends on the quality of our inner lives. There is no other magic pill.
I've had to re-learn to accept myself; my body, my talents, my preferences, who I am.
I've had to find the power in my voice and my opinions.
I've had to learn to recognize the wisdom and divine guidance that was available to me.
Through an on-going series of trails and errors, I’ve reached a place where I feel balanced, happy, aligned and fulfilled in my choices each day.
My personal mission for my life’s work is align every waking moment and only do activities that directly contribute to the well-being of the planet, upliftment of individual consciousness and the collective energy.
My greatest strength is my ability to provide a safe space for others to be who they are, without judgement. I am good at finding solutions, especially through unconventional ways and value honesty and compassion above all else. With me, you’ll find someone who loves to talk spirituality, self-love, and possibilities.